Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, July 16, 2010
It's been so long i've never update my blog. I've been busy studying and sleeping at home. Life been miserably the same but what had happen through all those conflict, i really don't want to interfere it. I should probably said i was just helping to give some advice. Yes, i know there was no link between me and them. But i should also feel the same way even there weren't close to me. Precisely, at least understand people feelings. And about those conflict i hope friends won't be mad as i wasn't on anyone side but i was trying to spare some thoughts for them. As for tomorrow, i'm having tuition at 10am till 12noon. Honestly saying, i'm lazy to attend. But 'N' level is just around the corner. And after it, planning to catch movie with girlfriends. And proceed to watch some activities. Not to forget, last Sunday went to watch Satrio perform at Kampung Melayu. I miss them so much. Kart was sitting next to me and when Mick and Usop came to me asking me to feed them banana since dorang tga main mabuk. Kart quickly vanished and told me she was scared. Relax la kart, kau kelaka uh. Kart told me that Mick and Usop was very manje. Yes, i've known them for so long and dorang memang manje. Obviously, i've quit Kude Kepang and stuff because i wanted to concentrate on my important part of my life. Whereas i miss Satrio so much. But still i have to move on. Life isn't fair, why do i have to get this sickness that i wasn't suppose to get. I'm tired enduring with those pain that i had for the past few days. Mum asked me to seek for doctor but i resist. Precisely, i'm scared with those comments that will be given by them. My sickness is getting worse as i ignore it and let it be. I'm tired of crying everyday thinking how far can i endure this pain. But i was just accepting the fact on what i'm going through. No one is perfect. And hopefully i can recover :(( Happy 5th month anniversary. ILOVEYOU!! |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought a stay |