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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, July 26, 2010
 I'm feeling dead right now. Nothing much to do and i'm lazy to study this time round. I'm being stubborn now for not replying boyfriend message. And that's my problem. Please don't interfere. I know how to take care of my own boyfriend. He has too much words to be describe. So far he's being stupid. Precisely, mum is pampering me a lot. She have been wasting all of her money on me. Since it's been so long i've never went out with her, and there it goes. I did buy new clothes and new hot stuffs! I love it a lot. Next i'm asking mum for new phone and bag :)) And thanks to her. She's been pampering me because i'm the only daughter that she can depend on. Well, Malay and English 'N' Level oral is done. So far, I did well in Malay but not English. Friday, July 16, 2010
 Random picture :))It's been so long i've never update my blog. I've been busy studying and sleeping at home. Life been miserably the same but what had happen through all those conflict, i really don't want to interfere it. I should probably said i was just helping to give some advice. Yes, i know there was no link between me and them. But i should also feel the same way even there weren't close to me. Precisely, at least understand people feelings. And about those conflict i hope friends won't be mad as i wasn't on anyone side but i was trying to spare some thoughts for them. As for tomorrow, i'm having tuition at 10am till 12noon. Honestly saying, i'm lazy to attend. But 'N' level is just around the corner. And after it, planning to catch movie with girlfriends. And proceed to watch some activities. Not to forget, last Sunday went to watch Satrio perform at Kampung Melayu. I miss them so much. Kart was sitting next to me and when Mick and Usop came to me asking me to feed them banana since dorang tga main mabuk. Kart quickly vanished and told me she was scared. Relax la kart, kau kelaka uh. Kart told me that Mick and Usop was very manje. Yes, i've known them for so long and dorang memang manje. Obviously, i've quit Kude Kepang and stuff because i wanted to concentrate on my important part of my life. Whereas i miss Satrio so much. But still i have to move on. Life isn't fair, why do i have to get this sickness that i wasn't suppose to get. I'm tired enduring with those pain that i had for the past few days. Mum asked me to seek for doctor but i resist. Precisely, i'm scared with those comments that will be given by them. My sickness is getting worse as i ignore it and let it be. I'm tired of crying everyday thinking how far can i endure this pain. But i was just accepting the fact on what i'm going through. No one is perfect. And hopefully i can recover :(( Happy 5th month anniversary. ILOVEYOU!! Sunday, July 11, 2010
 I don't quite understand our relationship. But that's not important to me. The best thing that i love about us is we learn form our mistake and when comes to our good mood. We became too kind to each other and that is what i like about us. And at last he treat me to watch Eclipse. Thanks hunn. I enjoy it a lot. And i hope you enjoy it too. Seriously i adore Nikki Reed and Kellan Lutz. They look so sweet in the movie and i like them too. Alright, that's all for today. I have to go now, boyfriend wanting me going to bed. Monday, July 5, 2010
 Its weird. You know what, im sick and tired of your reason that you kept giving me even though i'm not to sure whether is it true or not. I have to trust you because that is what you want from me. I always have to listen to what you were trying to say or even if we are arguing over something. You are no use of a boyfriend when you want me to tell every single detail problems that i'm having. But what you always did was ignore it and never even tried to explain it to me what was really right. You always show your sympathy to me when i wanted a separate ways when you did something wrong. Now, i've seen myself that i've changed just because of you. You kept telling me that you don't want me to do this and that and after i did everything that you asked, you don't even appreciate it. Yes you told me this was your first time being in love with someone but let me tell you. This was my first time keeping every single pain that i had. You were so different from the others. You never even called me, asked for a meet or even realise your own mistake. Yes you can see me happily enjoy my day but you don't even know what was really i'm going through. Saturday, July 3, 2010
 Nothing much to post. Stay home Saturday. I'm so bored right now. Elfi Sufyan is meeting me later. But not sure what time will it be. I can't wait to meet him as i'm freaking bored at home. Proceed to tomorrow, friends and i will be going to Toa payoh to support our school Yescom. I'll be going with whoever will it be. Nothing is plan yet. And i didn't know what to wear. Yes, Monday is not schooling. So i have extra day to finish up my homework, i think. Yesterday Kart got a new Hello Kitty umbrella. It was hilarious to get that umbrella for her. Next time kan korang, nk jadi jahat jgn biar kan aku sorang. Nk jahat, jahat sekali. Hahaha, i love you girls. Thursday, July 1, 2010
 I was absent from school today with this lady above. I told mum in the morning i was lazy to attend school and she ignore me then i headed back to sleep. And now i'm alone at home again. Not going anywhere, maybe. Yi chou wanted to meet but i said later. Tomorrow having Ncc day training. Hoping i won't be lazy to attend. Precisely, today is 1st July and there's another 5 days to go for N Level oral. I'm still not ready for it. And i can't believe its N Level oral for real. I hope i can do it my very best and good luck to the others. But its pathetic when the N Level oral will be list up following by alphabet. And my name start with alphabet 'N'. How pathetic it is i have to wait for so long. Today Eclipse is out and Elfi Sufyan was asking me when do i want to catch that movie. But i told him i change my plan not to catch that movie and he was asking why but i was lazy to tell. He should probably know why, based on the quarreling that we had two days ago. But actually i really wanted to watch that movie but maybe not with Elfi Sufyan because he told Syafiq he was not interested in any twilight movie. And i'm glad Syafiq told me that. So apparently i wanted to watch with someone that is interested and sincerely to catch that movie with me. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought a stay |
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