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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Monday, May 31, 2010
        I had a great time on my weekend. Anesya and i were planning to go to the Universal Studio on Saturday morning which is 29th of May. But sadly, the tickets were sold out since Friday till Monday. But i'm glad that we bought those ticket for the entry on the 5th of June, which is coming Saturday. I just can't wait to have fun. Yes, i'm joyful. That is whom i am. Well, after getting to know those tickets were sold out. Anesya, her boyfriend and me went shopping. Seriously, we do shop a lot. I swear i was fatigue. But wait, i just cut my hair. Haha, way better now. And now, i have to get to sleep. Tomorrow i'm schooling. I'm having English Oral from 9am till 3pm. I don't know whats that suppose to mean. Sunday, May 23, 2010
         Wonderful outing. Celebrate Nurfa♥ belated birthday. Cheer up. I know what you've been going through. No matter what we will always be there for you but sorry i didn't reply your message just now. Well, sorry for the late present. I'll give your present on Monday aye. Okay, don't be sad dear. I love you! Wednesday, May 19, 2010
 Not to be surprise i just don't understand why are you reacting like that. It seems so clear that my friends know better that you won't even bother any of my post when i'm trying to make things clear. Perangai Heb uh. When comes to someone else i totally don't understand why would you like or even comment on their post. Like excuse me??? Seriously tak faham. I'm not trying to show jealousy ass. It is just that i don't understand. Okay next time you can tell me earlier if you don't want me to post on your whatever shit it is. I'm so clueless -___- And next i really want to change my URL so it's easier for me to post anything and you won't be reading any of my post. Peace! Don't hold my hands if you were trying to let go of mine. Monday, May 17, 2010
You All I Ever Want    Yes we do quarrel and sometimes love each other so much. Yesterday was awesome talking on the phone with him. Saye sayang die♥. So how was the 5hour 30min talk? Haha. I love your voice. Haha, random. Sounds gay to Andy but to me it is so sweet. You told me everything about how you felt towards me. Yes, you ain't trying to sweet talk to me yesterday but it is really sweet to me!! Gosh, you're so cute yesterday. And i why i'm saying like this? Haha, okay tk tawu la. Saye sayang die. Happy 3rd month Anniversary Love ♥ Thursday, May 13, 2010
 It's been awhile i'm having my eyes on you. I won't hesitate to ask. I was just hoping that you'll change. I've been putting my negative thoughts on you. But i promise myself not to. Please, you don't have to waste your time sitting around and i don't even know what were you doing there. You were clinging around over something that i still don't know what was it. I know you've been keeping it to yourself. But you don't have to show it to me. Ya i know i'm not your first love. So why are you with me in the first place if you still have feelings for someone else. Don't tell me you want to be with me just because you want to get over her. I've been acting normal towards you when you open up some story of yours. But whatever it is i won't hesitate to ask you to stop or not doing those things that i don't like. Fuck, it's your life. Who the hell am i should control your life. I've been flashing back those past and guess what. You are just like him. You don't have to find trouble with me when i post this shits on my blog. Why bother to ask me? Ask yourself if you know your own mistake. And what's the point of me sharing my problems about you and to you when actually you know it yourself and in the end you keep doing it. What the hell? It's better i keep it to myself right? So next time don't get mad at me when i'm being selfish for not telling you my problems simply it's actually about you. Get it?? Monday, May 10, 2010
           Dad bought for me :) Anesya bought me Vans shoe & Gloomy Bear bag Baby bought me alphabet "E" Necklace Kart, Nurfa, Farah and Echa bought me all this. Thanks to Elly and her mum for making me this cake . Firzana make me a card! Another few minutes and my Sweet 16♥ is done :( I know i had a lot of fun celebrating and getting surprises from all kinds of sweet people. But there's this one thing i'm not happy. I was hoping for something but it didn't happen. It's not my luck though :'( I swear i'm freaking sad. Tears keep dropping when it didn't happen. It really hurt me. Okay whatever. I don't want to elaborate more. But thanks to those that had wish me and gave me presents :) Friday, May 7, 2010
 Having fun with you is what i'll treasure, Love♥Now i've been keeping all those feelings in myself. But i hate to tell anyone about it. No one could understand. Ya, it's true i'm not controlling you because i want to let you free. I don't even want to let you see any single of my true colours when i'm in love beacuse it's better i keep it to myself before you hate me. It's good that you're not officially mine. But it's not that i don't want. It is just that i don't want to hurt you like i usually do. Especially making you jealous even though you didn't tell me but you really show it to me. And as you know i always make you clueless when i was suppose to tell you something but i stop my sentence halfway. Haha, sorry. I just don't want you to follow every single details about me. It's your life hunn. Sorry, but i hate to be in love. But you really had make me fallen for you, arghh. Cb. *Sufyan, why do you always have to think negative? Do you understand what does it mean when every night i say, ILOVEYOU? Stupid, feature doesn't make any concern bloody ass. All i care is about loving for the way they are. Kalau handsome perangai playboy for what? No time la. Wednesday, May 5, 2010
     I totally miss her a lot. I know we are drifting apart since i'm busy with my own things. Also i didn't give out my time for her. I felt guilty doing that. Well, i miss her a lot. As you know that you are one of my closest relative that i had. Even you're like my own sister. And even though we are drifting apart, you know i love you so much. I miss all the fun that we had. I promise i would give out my time for you on one of those days that is coming. But this coming Sunday, i seriously don't even know how to react towards you. Since it's been a long time that we had never met each other. And i'm sorry if i did any mistakes or even hurting you badly. I love you Anesya♥ Tuesday, May 4, 2010
 BFF  Ex Favourite Number Love♥After realizing my mistake. I kept sending wrong messages to Monster♥ that i was not suppose to sent. Again, some misunderstanding between us few hour ago. Now he's gone with his La La land. I didn't even know that just now he had reached somerset to skate or even reached home. But whatever it is he's gone with his La La land. No worries. However i guess i have this typical sensitive feelings towards him. But not jealousy. Please eh, no time to be jealous. As you can see. My sweet 16♥ is just around the corner. Celebrating on the 9th of may on the Mothers Day too. Wow, interesting. As for my exam papers, 3 down and 2 more to go. I hope i won't fail my papers badly. I know i did it quite well. But i follow with my feelings whether my answer was okay or not. School canteen, won't be selling tempura anymore! Why is it so bad till they can't sell tempura anymore?? Typical eh. Why do they have to follow every single details that is been spoken out from her mouth?? And wth, who is she? She is just an auntie selling foods in one of the stalls. Please eh, not more than that. Just sell your foods la!! Please don't be Kepo! Non of you business. We eat that tempura. Not you!! Just do your own business selling your non-halal food. Have a life. |
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