Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, April 29, 2010
It's been a long time i didn't update my blog. Well, i get lazy to entertain my computer this few days. And as yesterday, it was my malay paper. Haha, i did a wrong format and i answer the wrong question for my letter writing as i was concentrating on my narrative comprehension too much. I did my comprehension for 1hour 30min and i only left about another 30min with my letter writing and i guess that was my mistake. As for Monday and Tuesday, i spend my time with Kart, Adi and Rudy. We went bowling on Monday and slacking at Yew Tee on Tuesday. Seriously they were hilarious and nothing better than doing stupid stuff. For today, i went sick sick sick. Monster♥ accompany me at home while i was really having a bad headache. I postpone my tuition on Saturday morning and after that study again at Farah crib. I've no mood for today. My headache bring my mood down. I don't know whassup with me this few days. Cramp around my stomach, feel like vomiting and a bad headache. Feels sucks!! *Bby, i love you la. Can you don''t worry too much please. R.I.P, Abg Amin♥ Sunday, April 25, 2010
Study study study. I've been study all along. Yesterday went off to Farah crib to finish up some of my homework with Kartina, Echa, Sakti and Yi chou. Farah brother was there to help us out. It was fun studying with them. A lot of hilarious things happen. Farah got a weird and big handwriting while writing some of her math work. Kart look on the wrong answer when actually we already got the right answer. And Echa only brought her 1 sheet of her math paper when it is suppose to have 4 sheet i guess. Next week we're going to her house again to study :)) Friends please tag along. After studying, we went off to Cdans to waste some time i guess. But i met Monster♥ and Syafiq at Bb first then next met the rest at Cdans. Went home late and Monster♥ didn't sent me home because it was 1130pm. I prefer him to go home with Andy and Syafiq. I think i just need some time to walk alone like i used to. Well i guess he's happy with what he got now. But here i am, trying to sacrifice everything on what he want. What a life i got. I love you, Monster♥ *Baby, i miss the old you and those fun that we usually had :( Friday, April 23, 2010
IMISSYOU I've been waiting for today :)) At last it's Friday. Body is under pressure and is tiring waking up early in the morning. I've been dragging my feet to school for a long time. Homework isn't done yet. School homework plus tuition homework is consider freaking a lot. My sweet 16 is just around the corner :))))))) I just want presents from Mum, Dad and Stepmother :)) Pleaseeee. Love plus a hug&kisses from Monster♥ I'm wanting a lot of things. God, let them pampered me on my birthday pleaseee. I love you all. My body is now getting tired. Okay, slacking with Farah, Nurfa, Echa, Ashey, Yuliz, Elly, Faz, Shasha, Arina and Nanan after school end :)) What an interesting day i had :)) I like it a lot. Took a lot of pictures just now with them. Gona upload it soon but not now. Though, i'm missing Monster♥ badly. Quarreling with him for the past 4 days. Patience is all i need. I've wasted a lot of tears just for him. Boring la. Where's your love hunn? I miss you so much :(( *Kau jantan suar!! Tkd perasaan langsung. Sweet talk mother fucker!! Talk but no action. AWWWW.... Miss me??? Puikkkk.. Sarcastic? Haiya. Patut la die busted kau. Next aku la. Serve you right!!! Taking girls for granted. Wake up la jerk!!! Remember what you've done..... Bile org sayang die, die fikir org tergile-gile pat die la tuh.. Haiz. Byk lgy laki baik pat luwa tuh. Wake up pleaseeeeee...... And tolong eh, takmo tunjuk hebat please.. Sorry thank you. I love you :)) Saturday, April 17, 2010
I felt something is not right. Why can't they just tell us the truth? Is it so hard to do that? I prefer them to be honest. I rather get hurt now than later. I don't understand why you know everything about them. Tak kuase uh nk tanye lagi. Buat penat aku la. If i can stop my time being with you kan, da lame aku buat. Tapi kerane kesian kan kau, aku tk kuase la nk buat gituh. I think follow the flow dengan kau pun okay. If you think you can make me jealous then suke haty kau. Bual ikut sukaty mulot kau la. Btw, thanks to the Part A's, B's and C's for what you had done for us. Appreciate it a lot. Well, i'm going to miss you girls a lot. I'll come to training if i'm free aye. Take care girls :)) *hugs&kisses* Well, tomorrow there's training in the morning. I was shocked when i got to know my training will held at 8.45am. Pfft. Maybe i'm going. Somebody, wake me up please. Takut tkle bangun uh. Okay den, till here :)) Happy 2nd anniversary to Monster♥ Love you :)) Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I felt so different today. I don't know where is my mood. I felt something is not right. Even i went back home early today. Didn't spend a time with friends. Reach home early and Monster♥ accompany me at home again. Okay, not to forgot i didn't get to post and wish Ala birthday as yesterday i didn't get to surf the net. And btw i don't have a picture with kart :(( Didn't get to take together. Mane kau hilang? So HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY, ALA♥ Sunday, April 11, 2010
I'm fatigue now. Yesterday i had a great time with my Satrio. Today i was suppose to attend to training but i think i won't be going because of some reasons. I was in dilemma about where i'll be going today. But i think i'll be just staying at home doing nothing. I know someone is mad at me for not attending for training. But i'm really am sorry. Well, yesterday it wasn't only my group that is having a performance. But Kromo and Sapto came to our place and jam. Btw today is my big brother 20th Birthday :)) Wow, how i wish that is my age for now. Okay once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER ♥ Thursday, April 8, 2010
I just can't wait for upcoming Sunday. I really hope it will be fun. Please go to the place that i want. Please~ I really want to camwhore with flowers. I'm hoping Monster is going to tag along with us. I don't care whether he can't tag along. I'll force him!! Haahaa, joking. But please tag along la Monster. Alright, so far i had my time fulfill with my best friends. Can i stop the time from being apart from them? Please~ Friends asked me about my tuition i had yesterday. Haha. It's fun(Y) Well its fun because i get to study and concentrate more. Well of course, i'm alone and that is why i can concentrate. I prefer home tuition :)) It's much better. I really enjoyed my tuition. Haha, weird la. Thanks to Mum for getting me a tuition. I hope i'll pass my N level. And i don't wana waste my mum money on tuition if i didn't pass. Pray for me Mum :)) By the way, Satrio is having an event on
Monday, April 5, 2010
I Miss Chalet Yesterday just got home from chalet :)) It's fun though. But today i went tired because i don't have much sleep. The first day i only got 1 hour to sleep because of talking with Paeh, Pai and Shahrul while Kart and Jun had gone to sleep. We went to Pasir Ris park to explore but seen nothing again. After Paeh, Pai and Shahrul went home ^_^ At last i get to sleep for some hours with Kart and Jun. We were laughing over something and then we got tired. And yea the three of us did spend a lot of money on Junk food :)) I had fun eating. Second day Jun was totally freak out after watching Incredible Tales. Just because there's only the three of us sleeping downstairs while Anesya and Azhar was sleeping in the room upstairs. Jun really was asking me and Kart to wash our leg just because we step out from the door to smoke. Haha. But totally i had fun :)) Thursday, April 1, 2010
Random Okay, i just found out Random Pictures from Friendster. I don't know why but i felt like loging in Friendster. And there was my last year pictures, the 070808 pictures and friends pictures when we were Sec 2. What an April Fool day. Usop trying to fool me asking me to look outside my window and ask me to search for him. Okay before you fool me i know you're gona fool me aye. Lolx. Now its raining and i hate rainy day when i planned to go out and meet someone. Meeting Anesya later on and we're going to make Cupcakes for her chalet gifts :)) Alright then, i wana get ready and wear nail colours on my fingers :)) I'll update soon. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought a stay |