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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
I Miss Sports Day  200m :(( After the class relayI miss Sports Day badly. I won't be having Sports Day again with the Yusoffians. How i wish every of my friend get to be in sec 5 next year so we could have Sports Day again for the last time. I miss the time that we cheer and jump like a crazy girl cheering for our classmates. The nervous feeling that we had before getting the baton and getting ready for our turn to run. As also while we were trying to run, heard our friends cheering for us and giving support. Gosh, miss all that. Okay, seriously i have to drop this topic. Today it rains when i was on the way back home with Monster♥. He accompany me at home while there's no one at home. I was scared of the lighting and Monster♥ had to stayed up for awhile. As the rains stopped, he went back home. Thanks a lot to him. Now he couldn't text me because he had no balance in his credit. And Farah asked me to bring her sketchbook home as she is walking back home and doesn't want her sketchbook to be wet. I hope i won't forget to bring her sketchbook tomorrow. Remind me please :)) Monday, March 29, 2010
I'm Sorry This is specially for my Monster♥ I know from the way i treat you is sucks. But it's okay. I won't control you as you already stated it on facebook. I admit i hurt you because i told you that i contacted with these one guy. But i want you to understand that he's attached. He's my friend for all you can know. But seriously watch out with your eyes. I know you were looking at who. Sometimes you think i jump to conclusion when i quarrel with you. But is just that there is something that i've been keeping for a long time and i never want to speak out and that is why i turn up to be so mad at you while we were quarreling. And as for now you can do whatever you want. I'm sick of telling you the things that i don't want you to do but you still kept on doing it. Never mind, drop that topic. i love you Saturday, March 27, 2010
I had Fun        It's been 2 days i felt so tired but i still have the courage for shopping. About yesterday.. It's Sports Day. And i really had fun while i'm running. I put all my effort for the last Sports Day that i'm gona had with the Yusoffians. I got 4th place for my 200m as the other competitors are really fast, the class relay we got 1st from the last. Lolx. But i surely had fun running for the cca relay as we represent for Ncc Girls. And guess what, we got 1st place. I'm really happy for my other runners. Good job. After the Spots Day, went to IMM and went to have our dinner and then to daiso and buy some stuffs and then back home. But after that me, Jun and Kart went to clementi first. And i met my monster before i'm gona miss him so much. After everything, the 3 of us went to town. We plan to shop. But i'm the only one whom i got my things that i wanted so much. And at last i bought my vans shoe :)) The next day, which is today. We had our Flag day. And it sucks. Me and the other of my classmates from 4n1 and 4n2 and not to forget Feezana and Muliani was with us too. Some of us didn't collect money for the donations. Well, what do you expect. Town with school uniform? Aha, not my thing. More than enough, we changed to our home clothes whereby actually we went to town with our school uniforms to do our CIP. After changing and all we went shopping and walk around the town. Today we went so tired and some of us went pissed off. Sorry to those whom actually i scolded. Didn't meant it to do on purpose. And for today i bought a top from Uni Qlo and 3 pairs of earring(Y) Few minutes ago i've just watch the School Gyrls movie that Kart asked me to watch. Okay, that movie was great. I like it a lot. Thanks to Kart(Y) Thursday, March 25, 2010
Boring :)) Yesterday when i was going back home from school. I saw Pai in the train. Okay what a coincidence. He's going next week and i'm happy for that. We were talking about someone somehow that is so obsessed with something rather than studying. Hyish. No life la. Okay change the topic. Should i go to Ncc later on? Because i didn't went to school just now. Maybe Jun and me are going to Ncc but what about Kart? Kart pegy la. Now she's trying to psycho me for not going to Ncc. Hmmmm. Now is 1.20pm and i'm still sitting infront of my computer and not wana go and bath. Wow, tiring. There's no food in my house. And how am i suppose to eat? I won't go Ncc with empty stomach. I should probably have gastric later on. And yea, tomorrow is Sports Day! I have to run for 200m, class relay and cca relay(Y) And for those whom actually not suppose to come tomorrow. Hmmm. I think you just sit at home and do your own stuff aye. Kalau muke da tk sajak untuk dtg besok. Dudok jeg la pt rumah. Ramai boring tgk muke kau yg tk sepatutnye dtg. Hmmmmm. Booorrriiinnnggg!!! Haha. Kalau terase maaf yer. Lolx. Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Missing Someone  I miss my long hair :(Now i'm eating chocolate boost. And i totally miss someone whom i know for a long time. Maybe it's not worth for me to think about him every night but i don't know why. Well it's not wrong for me to miss someone right? Hmmmmmmmmmm... Nurfa was talking about him all the way and Kart was totally asking me to move on. Hell, i've move on. It's only a random feeling i had. You girls should probably know how much i love my monster. But he became irritating day by day. Totally irritating. "And for that person, please uh. Don't expect me to follow what you want me to do for you. Have a life. Why i'm doing this to you? Think back, you did a mistake and i know i won't forgive you. You are big enough to think. I didn't do this to you on purpose but i had enough. Don't expect me to be close with you like usually i did. We can be friends but not like the past. I had enough. You used me and totally taking advantage of me. Say what you wanna say. No one will believe you except your bestfriend. Thanks." Monday, March 22, 2010
School?? Second Post Actually today school was great even though i was alone today. And i didn't know that Kart and Nurfa isn't coming to school. But it was okay. I have my Leslie with me all the way. I sat with Leslie. And i know Leslie love my eraser so much. Haha. And that Jun Hao came to us out of a sudden talking about silly stuffs that i wouldn't want to listen. He was so dirty minded. Ouh puh-lease. Get a life la Jun Hao. Stop talking about your story. I won't spare my ear for you or either Leslie aye.  I don't think tomorrow is schooling. I still feel that tomorrow is holiday. No more of having fun. I'm just waiting for the next coming holiday. But it's on the month of June. Even though it's holiday i don't think i could have fun like i usually had. I probably have extra class to attend to. And i have to be serious as N level is coming nearby. No more of fooling around. I'll just have to wait for N level to end and that it is. And i can't wait for Moon Ki arrival on November i think. How should other of my classmates face the reality that Moon Ki isn't schooling in YI anymore?? Especially to deary Khairunissa. Pity her that she have to face all of this. Be strong girl. Saturday, March 20, 2010
He's not coming back :((    Second PostThe Thursday plan was cancel due to something. But it was a superb day. Especially on the Thursday night. Drunk and Knocked out. Blossom Girls and Awesome Boys!! Thumbs up. I had my time fulfill with Aidil. After breaking up and not being close like the pass 4 years. Haha. I miss those times. But now, there we are again. He was there taking care of me. He was the one whom accompany me to the toilet when i have to PEE for 6 times.. Haha. The other blossom girls went to toilet and vomit. Its awesome when i don't have to do that. After 6am, we went back to Lolli crib. It was a hard time when Ahpeng have to take care of 5 girls as he was the only guy left. We were from Wak crib and we only take for 5 minute to reach home as their block is only next to next.     Moon ki, i'm gona miss you and your stupid shake hands. Why do you have to go back home to your country in a sudden? Everyone gona miss you a lot... Its hard when someone is losing a friend and not coming back to Singapore again. Yes i did hug him for the first and the last time. And i do cry too. I'm too touch of him going back home and there we are as a friend sending him to the airport together as one. I probably would never forget a friend like him. Thursday, March 18, 2010
I'm coming!  I miss camp. I'm off to Sentosa with my Satrio girls later on. I didn't expect there's a plan for March holiday. And hell i can't wait to enjoy myself. I'll be home tomorrow. Later afternoon off to meet fafa and then lolli house first. After asap-ing badan, we're off too Sentosa!!! The next day, i'm gona get my body darker :)) I love tanning. Thumbs up!! Afterwards, back home!! I'm gona be fatigue as i'm meeting Usop after that. Well, he's craving for Pizza Hut and he asked me to join him. We'll be having our Pizza just at Lot 1. Lolx... I'll be waiting for him to book out from his camp. He and his botak head again (Y) Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Love? It's Wednesday today. And school holiday doesn't seems like it. At last, Cutex is on my nails!!!! Miss wearing Cutex :)) Woke up today and i got 4 messages from Monster. Sorry, i'll be fussy for this time round. It's true that i love you. But i rather don't take it seriously coz i don't want the same thing happen in my life again like those time i had. I will have my own limit for loving you. Don't force me to love you like how you love me coz to me relationship ain't that important to me. Sometimes, being in relationship it will destroy my life -____- Don't expect me to be serious coz i know i won't. Or maybe i would rather give up on you. It's a pity if i did that. But i've warn you earlier not to be with me becoz of my attitude. If i ever hurt you, well i'm sorry. Next topic, haha. I don't know why but i went to his tagged. It was so random. For all i know, he's a jerk. Nothing else i can say :)) He destroy my entire life and making me regret in my whole life. I hope you believe in karma and i hope it happen to you like how you did to me. But i'm happy that end up, i hate him. No more of him in my life. He's a Thrasher. Happy 1st Month Anni' I love you, Monster!!! Monday, March 15, 2010
Happy Time travel and i started to miss camp that i had for the pass three days. I felt sad when i think back that i'm gona leave these school sooner or later. I'm gona miss all those fun that i had with my friends. No more cuddling with my friends anymore :( But it can't slow down. I have to move on. I'm too scared that i won't success in my life. N level is just around the corner. And planning to go for higher nitec. And now, it's like a few minutes ago. I've already miss my Monster whereby i've just reach home from meeting him. Aye, next week is Sports Day i guess. I qualified on my 200m run. And my friends were shock that we qualified on the relay. Thumbs up!! Saturday, March 6, 2010
It's dead! My blog is fucking dead. It's been a long time i've never update anything. Though, i'm just busy training my skill. Never had a time to surf the internet for awhile as i went back home so late. Now at last i had a time to update. It had been so many things that happen to my life and it is so great. Few days back, which is Thursday. Our school had Sports day heats.. Haha, butterfly in my stomach. I took 200m and relay event. For the 200m event, i had 3rd!!! Woohoo. I'm proud. About the relay i was the second runner. And BAM!! I was the second person to gave that baton to the 3rd runner, which is Nurfa. But den it's okay to what happen. * For Kartina Dewi Hmz.... Congrats to you for getting 1st place for your 400m and 100m event. I'm proud of you. :)) There, it's been a week i've been coming down to Tiong to train. Wow, tiring. But atleast i learn some knowledge. Just can't wait for our Grand Opening. Probably on the 20th March. It's gonna be fun with all the new properties and etc. Tomorrow training:)) hehe. Glad that he's not coming down to training. Thanks for everything dude!! LOLx And yesterday, slacking with schoolmates. Though, me and Jun was disturbing Kart about someone. Hahaha. Sorry KartD. We mean what we say!!!! HAHAHA. We're going to do it!!! |
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