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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thank You!    Bought a new phone. :)) Thanks to my SWEETIEST mum for buying me a new phone. That old LG phone is gone!! Hope there's no poser gona buy the same phone as me again.Have some originality aye. Nothing happen much today. But sorry to Nurfa and Yuliz about the shorts that you gerls wana borrowed from me on friday. You gerls were too late and i can't be late. Waited you gerls fer 1 hour. Sorry aye. :)) Thanks ibu. I love you so much! :)) And yea, i miss mama. :(( Thursday, January 28, 2010
Fun!!    Me & Adi. Sweet tk? haha. It was ytd but we are only friends. :))  where is Nurfa? She is always not in the picture. hmm..Now two handphone and two simcard!!! Perangai Kartina seyy. Hehe:)) Yes i'm moving on. But he wasn't supposed to appear infront of me. You just making me stop with everything i do. But it's okay. I'm strong again. I have something else to make me happy. I prefer us being friend. :)) You hurt me more than enough. And yar, your MSN. Why didn't you just delete me?? Isn't it wasting of your time blocking me in your MSN??? Hmm. I'm kind enough. What i'll say is, it's okay. You live your life. And i have to do it too right?? Okayy. Just don't forget the memories.. Now, i'm living my life much more better. I'm doing my part as a human. Be strong. And move on. Stop clinging over someone. It's not worth it. But i'm dragging my feet to school!! It's N level this year, have to be serious peeps.. But i know i'm doing my very best. Hehe it's true. LOL!! Monday, January 25, 2010
I love my day      Photos of us playing Bowling&Pool. Bad hair day but i like the number 7.. Today school was kinda tiring. Tomorrow got LSP. And after that planning to repair my phone. Or maybe change it. Coz there's poser that i know. Pfft! Well, today after school went to myte kart. She didn't go to school today. She's sick, SEMPUT!! But kart bought us a new friend fer us!! She brought it from Genting. Holiday seyy. :)) My new friend name " Toshi Toshi" hehe Cute tak? Hmpph -____-" R.I.P to Rafiqah. I know that i'm not close to you. But you are still our Yusoffians :(( Thursday, January 21, 2010
Hairul Hairul!!     I felt that i'm dreaming today. I didn't expect to see hairul in school again. Honestly, i did cried bcoz i'm so happy to see him. And yea, i do miss him so much. It's been long time i've never see him in school. It's so unbelievable. And though i'm happy that he came to school and play his favourite sport ever. Haha, and i did take a few photo with him. Glad he is sincere to take a picture with me. And sorry i stand quite far away from you. Hehe, feel awkward. And our pictures looks like that it's our first time meeting and taking photos. hehe :)) Well after school went out to CSC and play pool and bowling with Kart, Heryady, Hafizan and Saiful. I got alot of fun today. And to Hafizan, haha. I nearly win you okayy. Never mind, there's always a next time. Heryady and Hafizan sorry about your bangles. Haha, didn't meant to expand it. Just love wearing people accessories fer awhile only!! Haha. I miss you so much! And thanks fer making me happy. :)) Wednesday, January 20, 2010
              This few days been good lately. Going home late and doing some interact session is fun. Eventhough i feel sad. I have to be strong. This year is a serious year. Thus, i'm taking 'N' level exam this year!! I also have to get CCA points to help me in my results in the future. I'm planning and try to get bursary for myself. hehe:)) But i have to buck up on my studies. Maybe i have no confidence, but though i have to try harder. Someone give me support pleasee. Also need someone to help me revise on my studies. And yea, tomorrow we're gona revise on our studies. WooHoo!! Ytd, mum bought me a new contect lens for school. Damn, can't get used to it. Every second i asked nurfa wheter my contect lens is still there or not. haha:)) Scary seyy. hehe:)) Please give me support. I need you to support me. Hope you are okay to see me happy..:)) Monday, January 18, 2010
Happy :))      This is what happen when i'm bored. :)) Okay, i'm so fucking nervous just now. Met hairul and hazwan fer awhile. Hairul gave back my school books back. Thanks dear :)) Haha felt like crying after i walk away. But nah, i'm strong. All i deserve to give him is a smile, but i think i gave him a fake smile. Haahaa. Sorry, didn't meant it. Bcoz i'm lost looking at him. And yea, today didn't went to school. Haha, not that i'm lazy. But i was having a migrane in the morning. And i think i was having so much fun on Saturday & Sunday. Two days i didn't went home. But ytd, conflict was all over around. People just wana treat me so fucking unfair. It's okay one day you will know how i feel, friend. I still love you, i think so. I'm just happy to see you having fun. Bcoz that was what i wana see from you dear. Friday, January 15, 2010
Been days i've had so much fun. But still i'm tired with school. And now i'm confused with what is happening to my life. I'm sorry if ever hurt anyone feelings. Whats me is just having fun and fooling around. I'm depressed with my ownself. It's like so stupid!! So much mistake i've done now. Maybe. Can i escape from this feelings???? But all i need is him!! Why am i still at the past. Maybe i'm still clinging over him. But till when? Seems he has move on. It's been long i've waited fer you. Will you wait fer me like how i've waited fer you? Will you know how much hurt you had caused to me?? Monday, January 11, 2010
 me&lil cuzzy boy(hidalqo)Ytd i had fun. Went to my aunt hse and play wii with my small cuzzy. So fun... But tiring. Err.. Now my hand is cramp just bcoz of playing that wii. Wana play again please? haha, and also i was acting to be princess just to disturb my small lil cuzzy. haha, just bcoz she's the only one can be princess. And no one can. lol. What a cute kid.. Love them so much.. <3 Sunday, January 10, 2010
Just now we had flag day!! Arggh! Tiring.. That was so embarrassing. And we finish late. Was just now weekend or weekday? Coz it seems like the per normal school. Btw, misz juns' crib. Haha, sleptover her house on friday. Met my friends. And that bloody fool ayie, make me laugh again. Arggh! Tired of laughing luh ayie.. But atleast i had fun. :)) And yeah, did that "OSCAR" , text me on the last few days?? Aww, i miss him. Glad atleast you have your initiative to text me ferst. Just misz the past. But it's okay.. Let bygones be bygones. I can't move on! Maybe. haha Damn shit!! Thursday, January 7, 2010
 Today didn't went to school.. I'm sick sick sick. Hate when i'm sick. The painless are so fucked up. Well, tomorrow have to go to school. Ytd i've force myself to go. And in the end Mdm Azizah told me not to come to school today. And so i did. Cool. Hope i'll recover soon. Especially before tomorrow. Need alot of energy for sat&sun. Sunday, January 3, 2010
Tired is all i'm feeling now. My leg is damn cramp bcoz of my kude kepang training. Wah, 2 new girls just join. Cool! And end up i have to teach them how to play gamilan. haha Can't wait fer next kluaran!! It's coming nearby.. And fuck, me, yaya, fafa& fifi have to perform that joget selendang againnnnn infront of MP seyy!!!!! Random....... Argghhh!! Pathetic peh?. Tpy tkpe adeh backup. Another 4 guys is also performing with us. HOT, HOT, HOT!! haha Moving on with my life! haha, cool SD!! Saturday, January 2, 2010
   What a Happy New Year.. It was fun that i celebrate with my faithful gerlfy, Jujun. But fer us it was kinda dissapointed to get a bad news fer us.. Fucked up.. Guys can move move move. I got enuf. And bcoz of him now i'm scared to get in love. So sad to Jujun. She's really in dillema. C'mon gerl be strong gerl. I'm always there fer you.. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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