Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I thought u had realise your mistake of how u've treat me . But im wrong . Everytyme that i ask or want to know something , means i wana know more bout u . You dont even tried your best to change just fer me . How long should i wait till u've change ? Since our 3rd month i ask u to change . Im there to wait , but till when ?? But did u tried ?? Did u ever think how would i feel if u never change ?? You even forget what you've said or promise to me when we both were together or even not yet together . Why do you always have to denied on me when i want to talk things out ?? Have u ever think that we dont even understand each other ?? Or either its you that dont understand me . Im not saying that i dont trust you when u said that you love me or you need me or either u care bout me . It is just that u didnt show me fully . When you say something , did u ever think wheter it would hurt my feelings or either is it harsh to say that to me ?? You seems to care , love & need me .. You even show it to me . But you only show it on the outside of me . But what about the inside ? Did you think ? Everytyme we quarrel , did u ever put your sympathy on me ? Im not asking you to do all this . But this is me . You even know that if i cry , i could get fever . And when i cry , did u ask me to stop ?? Yeah , maybe . But how many times ? Once or twice that you ever ask me to stop crying . But when i didnt put my concentration on you to say stop crying . What did u ever do ? Give up !! Why do u always have to give up on everything that you do to me . And even when you are mad & when im talking to you , & i keep talking to you . Did u even bother ? You just let me talk alone . That would pissed me off . You even know that if i keep talking & talking i cant barely breath properly . But did u care bout that ?? And when u ask me to change . How long isit that u wait fer me to change ?? Only about a week ryte ?? Did u bother bout that ? Also when we had stop quarreling , i would start talking to keep u understand how i feel . But what will u do ? You even said that i talk alot , ask me to stop talking & also u put your hand infront of me and saying stop talking . Where is your fucking manner ?? You know how much i love you . But it seems you dont bother to care . I dont even know what else to say to keep you understand , when we are facing this kind of problem. |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought a stay |