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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Bby , i love u . Can i have the old us back ?? Where is our 070808 ?? Monday, June 22, 2009
Fuck my lyfe .. No one even cares bout me . Fuck everyting . Im useless to you .. Do u think u need me ?? Everyday , yeah u can hurt my feelings . But think .. Who am i to u ?? Maybe i can put trust on u again&again . But will u treasure it ?? Now stop everything . I cant stand it anymore . Maybe my looks doesnt show u how much hurt my feelings is . I just wana keep it inside coz i noe u dont wana listen to it .. Nah , its okayy . The more i tell u , the more u will hurt my feelings . If u think that dayat is so fucking important to u ?? Guess what ?? He had ruin our relationship fer 2 weeks . Does that seems to care to u ?? I dont think so . Then wat the fuck ???!!! Bcoz of that bloody bitch , u both lyke the number 090609 ?? Which is important ?? 070808 or 090609 . Heyy , then wat bout me ?? Even u tell me wat ?? The song of 'Kehadiran Mu' is fer no one .. Are u sure ?? Fuck luhh . Maybe i can be patient to u . But not fer long .. Just think . Yar , i love u lyke hell . Lyke last tyme u did .. But wat about now ?? Also u have your own MSN & u didnt even want to tell me ??!! Crious shit uhh !! U can hide anything from me luhh . But i will noe it sooner .. And also u ignore 'LuckyBarney' . But u got ur own name 'Pendek' . Ape maksod ?? Tho i cry fer u everyday , but i cry inside my hartx .. Even now im posting i wana cry . Coz everything , everyday u hurt my feelings so much . Now , fair is fair . Enuf is enuf . Let bigonce be bigonce pleasee ): Bby , i really want u to noe that i love u so much . Just stop everything that u did to me . Its enuf . I cant stand it anymore . Stop hurting me )': Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I thought u had realise your mistake of how u've treat me . But im wrong . Everytyme that i ask or want to know something , means i wana know more bout u . You dont even tried your best to change just fer me . How long should i wait till u've change ? Since our 3rd month i ask u to change . Im there to wait , but till when ?? But did u tried ?? Did u ever think how would i feel if u never change ?? You even forget what you've said or promise to me when we both were together or even not yet together . Why do you always have to denied on me when i want to talk things out ?? Have u ever think that we dont even understand each other ?? Or either its you that dont understand me . Im not saying that i dont trust you when u said that you love me or you need me or either u care bout me . It is just that u didnt show me fully . When you say something , did u ever think wheter it would hurt my feelings or either is it harsh to say that to me ?? You seems to care , love & need me .. You even show it to me . But you only show it on the outside of me . But what about the inside ? Did you think ? Everytyme we quarrel , did u ever put your sympathy on me ? Im not asking you to do all this . But this is me . You even know that if i cry , i could get fever . And when i cry , did u ask me to stop ?? Yeah , maybe . But how many times ? Once or twice that you ever ask me to stop crying . But when i didnt put my concentration on you to say stop crying . What did u ever do ? Give up !! Why do u always have to give up on everything that you do to me . And even when you are mad & when im talking to you , & i keep talking to you . Did u even bother ? You just let me talk alone . That would pissed me off . You even know that if i keep talking & talking i cant barely breath properly . But did u care bout that ?? And when u ask me to change . How long isit that u wait fer me to change ?? Only about a week ryte ?? Did u bother bout that ? Also when we had stop quarreling , i would start talking to keep u understand how i feel . But what will u do ? You even said that i talk alot , ask me to stop talking & also u put your hand infront of me and saying stop talking . Where is your fucking manner ?? You know how much i love you . But it seems you dont bother to care . I dont even know what else to say to keep you understand , when we are facing this kind of problem. Monday, June 8, 2009
What an impressive day . Today am totally not bored at all . Morning ate Gado-gado . Watch TV fer awhile . After that went to sleep . Woke up at 530 & ate again . Then surf the net . Totally not bored , not busy , things happen at the right time . Today everything went smoothly . While im surfing the net . Anesya was cleaning up her wardrobe & what caught my attention is the past pictures . She saw a picture of my mummy & daddy which she was also in that picture too . Okaayy mummy face looks "fierce" & daddy face looks "kewl" . haha . But it was kinda sad that they were not together anymore . I was about to cry when i was looking at that picture . But i pretend to laugh . tsk . Hate it . Okayy . Daddy i hope u change before mummy fine a new husband . You just went to the wrong path . You even listen to ur friends . You are easily get influence . You dont need your friends or so called "gerlfriend" to cheer you up . You have a family , last tyme , we can cheer you up . Please be mature . At ur age having fun "outside" ?? Puhh leaseee . That is over fer you . Daddy , you know how much i love you . And i really need you in my lyfe . Please come back to us . You may thought that we dont love you or need you . But actually you are everything to us . All i can say is ' i love you always ' . Sunday, June 7, 2009
Okayy , i love you ! I think this 10 month would be just great fer us . As also we cant even get to celebrate . But i think its okayy to me . We had spend alot of tyme together . And it was lyke everyday meeting you . That would not mind if we dont celebrate fer this month ryte ?? Well , celebrate every month ?? Nah .. Just wait till the 12 month & that is our 1st year . Then we could celebrate & celebrate .. Well , i misz my friends . Basically i lost my timetable fer my holi classes .. Damn shit where does it goes . tsk . Again ,, i hope i could get a day to go out with my friends & catch a movie .. But this holi ?? All went busy . Tho , im busy too . tsk .. Alryte den .. Nthn better to do . Okayy , its not that nthn better to do .. Now ,, criously just go away . You dont need me .. Give up .. You are just wasting your tyme . Having your own blog ?? & not telling me ? Thanks . Tell everything to your b.friends . tsk .. Being sweet in phone calls & messages ? lol . Not my type .. Now go have your own lyfe & blog . Ouhh ,, I ferget . You already have your own blog . Just dont view my blog & read whats happening . Bullshit !! Friday, June 5, 2009
Basically , been lazy+busy to update my blog . Just cant wait to go overseas with Baby & Relatives . Its been a week im sick .. And guessing when am i gona recover . Again just never turn up fer my holi classes . And also Ncc . Not bcoz of lazy aite .. But sick&tired . Last week its Part A camp . Quite fun but just bcoz im sick ,, my fun doesnt come up so high .. URRGHH .. Well tomorrow going to Roller Blade & basically i dont even knoe how to blade . Thought of going Ice Skating . But the place is renovating . tsk . Bored .. Next week , its Spec Course . Damn im terrified . I just dont wana go but i think i have to . tsk . I just hate camp after being 15 . hah , doesnt make sense . lol . |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought a stay |
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